Cold out pt. 2

[Verse 1]
Although nervous and cold
I sit and smoke cigarettes
Waiting for someone to hold
Me by the hand when I'm frozen
I tarnish my eyes
What have I done Where I have to run
Away from the only thing that ever cared I-

[Chorus]
All the words I spit with these alcoholic lips
Don't mean anything can't believe
You're choosing him over me, am I perceived
Am I to blame for all my mistakes
We break up and make up but it's not the same
With you and who Is rly to blame
Knowing it takes two to make up the shame
Where I'm from

[Post Chorus]
It's not like we really belong
I write down amends in this song
Mend my wrongs

[Refrain]
I pray for summertime
Despise these winter nights
All the beautiful people I kill with my lies
(I pray for summertime)
I hope I can bring back with time
I repent all the sins that I've kept by my side
(Despise these winter nights)
I hope it all simmers

[Chorus]
All the words I spit with these alcoholic lips
Don't mean anything can't believe
You're choosing him over me am I perceived
Am I to blame for all my mistakes
We break up and make up but it's not the same
With you and who is rly to blame
Knowing it takes two to make up the shame
Where I'm from