Cold night

[Intro]
Whoa
Night was cold

[Verse 1]
I met you on a cold night
In the middle of the spring time
I thought that you were just right
'Cause I was thinking with the wrong mind
And I didn't intend to lead you on
We were both so young and I was dumb
I guess we're both a product of our time
When my mind got right I broke things off
We were fueled by lust and it had to stop
And it seems my failure lead you to decline

[Chorus]
I fall away
Losing my, losing my mind, insane
I know I'm late
Please let me apologize, today

[Verse 2]
I met you on a cold night, yeah I did
Both got so excited once you knew where I live
And I wish that I could turn that time away
The damage had been done then, you were hurt
And inside my mind I didn't know I was the worst
I had made you love me just to incite hate
And so for months you blew up my phone
My realization of fault was postponed
I didn't know I led you on, I didn't know
I thought our distance was best to insist
So I was shocked when I heard of your wrists
Your whole life made different by some stupid kid

[Chorus]
I fall away
Losing my, losing my mind, insane
I know I'm late
Please let me apologize, today

[Outro]
Imma spit a 16 for this one
Yeah
I know you'll never hear this song but I wanna say sorry
It took me long to see I left you scarred just like a carving
I was a dumb middle schooler, didn't know better
That's not a worthy excuse though, not sly or clever
After the months of agony and blowing up my feeds
You finally left me alone, never forgiving me
I still remember the last text, in January
You washed me off of yourself, becoming sanitary
I have repented a million times for my mistakes
And I know you're one of a kind, didn't deserve that pain
I'm glad you saw it best to cut me off just like a cyst
You hurt so much, and I was already a catalyst
Sometimes I feel like I ruined your life entirely
And other times I think you'd get hurt my someone not me
But either way, I'm out of words I can say
So this is my last apology and 2013 is kissed away
I met you on a cold night