Cold Inside

Keep to my own i guess. Never been much to impress. Lost it all up forever. And threw it over the ledge
Im callin out for you
Im callin
Im callin
Im callin

Yo im runnin out of time. Runnin' out of money. Runnin' out my mind cursin' the lord above me
No need to look in the mirror to know things were getting ugly;
When all the eyes in the room were rumored to wanna cut me

Still tryna get myself into the right spot
Can't go back to working at the white spot
So I'm up late workin' i'm a night hawk
I just do this rap shit or get outlined in white chalk

So lets see how it goes
'nother night another show
'nother mountain town driving through the snow
Another hangover in the mornin'
Wearing the same clothes
No matter what im wearin its apparent the pain shows

I need my medicine, No tellin what kinda web i'll spin
A rebel dancing with the devil i will never settle in
So let the barrel spin i'm wearin thin like heroin
Shootin off my broken arrows through the air like Errol Flynn

[Chorus]
Yeah, the gold has turned to stone, watch him slowly die, theres no one to save us, its getting cold inside
Not a care in the world, no place i can turn, i got a date with the devil, so just watch me burn

Heartbroken into pieces tears of a clown please come back home now theirs fears in the town
Comin' up from the sewer, ears to the ground, everywhere that you look, theirs weirdos around
I wanted to be something great, take care of the family, but no matter how hard i tried noone could understand me
Should be back at my small town workin at the mill, then goin broke out here, tryna work a deal

Ebenezer, lost soul, locked away in the asylum at first for being violent but now he's gone silent
His scream alone, could never block out the sirens, when the dogs start barkin, and the guards start firin'

So i keep drinking, feel less anxiety, socially awkward, lost within society, you'd really be disturbed if you ever saw whats inside of me, so fuck sobriety;
These songs are my diary

[Chorus]
The gold has turned to stone, watch him slowly die, theres no one to save us, its getting cold inside
Not a care in the world, no place I can turn, I got a date with the devil, so just watch me burn