Cold Inside

[Chorus]
I'm goin' cold inside
Like I'm runnin' out of all my faith
But we can let it go 'cause I
Need to make it out this fuckin' game
I'm goin' cold inside
Like I'm runnin' out of fuckin' time
But fuck it, I'ma make this right
Take it 'til my name in lights

[Verse 1]
If I get famous, I don't really need your company
But how much shit you think you'll take before you run from me?
You gave hope that maybe one day we could run this town
That hope is gone when everybody wants to run it now
We got this dream we think can happen if we just believe
Like this some fuckin' Disney Channel happy fantasy
That's all it is and maybe all this dream will ever be
But I still try 'cause I ain't wanna see the end of me

[Chorus]
I'm goin' cold inside
Like I'm runnin' out of all my faith
But we can let it go 'cause I
Need to make it out this fuckin' game
I'm goin' cold inside
Like I'm runnin' out of fuckin' time
But fuck it, I'ma make this right
I'ma take it 'til my name in lights

[Verse 2]
You see these humans in their eighties at the gates of Hades
Waiting for judgment for their time on earth so they get summoned
You think you did some shit meaningful? Did you waste your purpose?
I'd say that most of 'em gave it their all and did their service
But then there's those who ain't even got any chance at all!
But I was born with my promise to trace it back to y'all
And show you what I'm talkin' 'bout, maybe I shouldn't talk aloud!
Who knows what I'd do if I started thinkin' with all my thoughts?

[Chorus]
I'm goin' cold inside
Like I'm runnin' out of all my faith
But we can let it go 'cause I
Need to make it out this fuckin' game
I'm goin' cold inside
Like I'm runnin' out of fuckin' time
But fuck it, I'ma make this right
I'ma take it 'til my name in lights

[Verse 3]
Talkin' to my diary, music is what inspires me
Hatred becomes the fuel for the fire that burns inside of me
I chose to write to my person 'cause we are so alike
It's just a matter of many sentences I rewrite
I trust myself more than anybody or mind on earth
But also I remain cautious so I don't go berserk
So here we go, it's a poem to let you in on my regrets
My passion, struggles, my worries, my fuckin' inner life, let's go

[Chorus]
I'm goin' cold inside
Like I'm runnin' out of all my faith
But we can let it go 'cause I
Need to make it out this fuckin' game
I'm goin' cold inside
Like I'm runnin' out of fuckin' time
But fuck it, I'ma make this right
Take it 'til my name in lights

[Outro]
For a long time I thought I knew
How this would go and who I would be (If I had a clue)
For a long time, I thought of who (When I think of you)
I would become when we would then meet
Dear me