Cold Heart (ft. Apathy)

[Verse 1 - Novatore]

I just dot give a fuck and I'm highly disrespectful
So neglectful to some lovers mother fuckers im resentful
But i ain't forgetful I remember all the sleepless nights
When i gave a fuck too much I was so weak and now im regretful
I'm guarded now unlike the times when i had started out
So stupid didn't know the bruises scarred I just discarded doubts
And now my heart is out to lunch and so i got a hunch
That love is just illusion stupid suckers steady drinking the punch
These kids in misery but who's got it the hardest?
Seems you lose regardless so I'm using booze until the pain subsides
Until the pain decides its to time self destruct
Thats when ur fucked or maybe lucky cuz the misery it sucks
I try to stay away so I can play it safe
So i can save some face I try embracing having my own space
I took the plate of love and placed it to my face
Then left the second tray to waste cuz in my mouth it left a bad taste
A little hopeless so I focus on the verses
But its hard, sometimes seclusion got you feeling like your worthless
Out of service ima robot with no purpose
Might be broken in the center but I'm metal on the surface

[Verse 2 - Apathy]

Cold hearted the way that the world made me
Not old ice cube, you can't fade me
I'm a product of the people who betrayed me
Portrayed me as villain when I was the victim mainly
I had too many snake bites and back stabs
Had too many fall outs with whack crabs
I had heart breaks break ups and break downs
Can't face me two face, get faced down
My skin is thick, I'm pretty fuck an apology
For bullshit theres a zero tolerance policy
I don't understand the phony psychology
Of so called homies who never even acknowledge me
Life's short, I'm shortening up my friends list
Me, myself and I by the time I end this
All the drama in life appears endless I'm sentenced
To cold hearted ways and intentions