Cold

[Verse 1]
I really wish I was cold
I wish I said what I wanted when I want, but I don't
I wish that I was a bitch
But, I've been in school for phycology since I was a kid
I'm used to pleasing everybody else ('Body else)
Nobody's hurting if I hurt myself (Hurt myself)
Oh, I wish it wasn't easy (Easy)
When I say I'm happy, they believe me (Believe me)

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm just dancing around all of the things I wanna say
I should just say 'em, but I don't wanna today
'Cause I won't know what to do when I'm making you cry (Cry)

[Chorus]
But if I'm being honest (Honest)
I'm really bad at being honest (Honest)
I know I have to say it (Say it)
But I know I won't unless I'm wasted (I'm wasted)
Yeah, I would rathеr fantasize about the end of my lifе
Instead of building up the courage just to tell you goodbye
If I'm being honest (Honest)
I have to tell you I don't want this (Want this)
I'm really good at being

[Verse 2]
Anything you want me to be
I can switch it up if you don't like what you see
Oh, I wish I wasn't like this
But I want you to know I'm really trying

[Pre-Chorus]
But I'm still dancing around all of the things I wanna say (I wanna say)
I should just say 'em, but I don't wanna today
'Cause I won't know what to do when I'm making you cry (Cry, cry, cry)

[Chorus]
But if I'm being honest (Honest)
I'm really bad at being honest (Honest)
I know I have to say it (Say it)
But I know I won't unless I'm wasted (Wasted)
Yeah, I would rather fantasize about the end of my life
Instead of building up the courage just to tell you goodbye
If I'm being honest (Honest), oh
I have to tell you I don't want this
I'm really good at being

[Outro]
Anything you want me to be (I can't focus)
I'm just what I want you to see (I don't want this)
Anything you want me to be (I can't focus)
I'm just what I want you to see (I don't want this)