COLD BLOODED

Yeah
Cold blooded so the suns like kryptonite
Even summers freezing here, imagine what the winters like
She said she's not the long distance type
But she blew a kiss goodbye
Still I try to catch it, same time I almost miss a flight
Lately I've been mystified, everybody's switching sides
I'm a hypocrite, burn a bridge then I act like I'm victim
Gas lightin when I lit the fire
It's fucked, I'm just getting sick and tired
Used to mix the crack cocaine, light up like a flash grenade
Wonder why I act insane and why I turn my back away
I don't give a fuck anymore, y'all can have the fame
Shadowboxing with a black cloud and the acid rain
Overdosed left the hospital, relapsed again
Same day that I got out
Same habits, same patterns that I haven't changed
Paranoid, scattered brain
Waiting for the blood to dry up when I slash my vein
Couldn't give a fuck if they even notice
Everyday feels fucked they can't see the focus
Cause I split my heart in half, had to recompose it
Will I fall or will I rise up and seize the moment
Thinking I'll get better with age
That's like getting dementia on memory lane
Eventually we'll reach the end of the maze
I guess I'm playing russian roulette with the devil again
Fuck you