Colado

All this weight on my shoulders
Breaks my legs and my heart
And once again I am wasted
From the fear of disappointing you
Deep inside, I'm terrified
But there's a hope you'll fix me so I can be free
I'm so sorry (so sorry)
For making you cry again
I'm so sorry that I tried

Silence keeps me awake for every move and mistake
Don't judge me for what l've done
This is not who I am

I cannot feel your presence
In my drained out heart
The spark has left your eyes
I know that I'm falling apart
And I have failed you once again
You slit my wrist and blacked my eyes
Abandoned your home with the lights still on

Push me to the edge
Drown me in my blood
Feed me your lies
That help me sleep at night

Silence keeps me awake for every move and mistake
Don't judge for me for what l've done
This is not who I am
Silence keeps me awake for every move and mistake
Don't judge for me for what l've done
This is not who I am

And in the end you'll be but a memory
Just a memory, yeah

Silence keeps me awake for every move and mistake
Don't judge for me for what l've done
This is not who I am
Silence keeps me awake for every move and mistake
Don't judge for me for what l've done
This is not who I am