Coffee Bean (Remix)

[verse 1]
Too many mannequins around me
Too little friends
Too many fake interactions and asking how I've been
Drowning and choking my fear to make amends
With an eighth and some jungle juice on my way to sin

I'm on way to sin

I'm heavy hearted and underweight but I'm weighing in
At 17 I seen more in life than a couple men
It's more to life than immortalizing this heavy pen
I'm mortified that I'll dumb it down just to make it up
Twisting the knob of the Etch-a-Sketch just to shake it up
I used to pray for a M but now it's just waking up
They throw the money I'm in the dirt trying to rake it up
My momma called me like "how you been? [I] been missing classes."
It's hard to tell her I tested death and I barely passed it
Gnashed 30, my liver hate me I nearly trashed it
Threw 'em up in the school stall for whoever's asking

[verse 2]
Damn, call the pastor
Skipping service every weekend like a fucking bastard
Shadows coming for my light but I been running faster
Hope and praying for forgiveness should I meet the rapture
Demons mounted in the corner of the ceiling watching me
I got angels around protecting me from Mephistopheles
And I think it's 'cause I'm chosen, swear that's what it's gotta be
But RIP to Lil Devin, that kid meant a lot to me

Fam won the lottery
With my birth 'cause, on the Earth, they ain't gon' feel no poverty
No more pain but momma crying and saying she proud of me
By the day the money funny we all gon' have some properties

[refrain]
Yeah yeah coffee bean
No one's stopping me
They say we move too fast
Nigga take some dramamine
Yeah

I don't need to rest
I'm off a coffee bean
They want me all alone
But I pop out with a team
And

I got dirty piss
I blame the poppy seeds
Call me Asha Appleseed
I been steady dropping seeds
And

I don't need to rest
I'm off a coffee bean
They want me popping beans
Imma keep em off of me
Yeah yeah

Coffee bean
No one's stopping me
Say we move too fast
Nigga take some dramamine
Yeah

I don't need to rest
I'm off a coffee bean
They want me all alone
But I pop out with a team
And

I got dirty piss
I blame the poppy seeds, uh
Asha Appleseed
I been steady dropping seeds
And

I don't need to rest
I'm off a coffee bean
They want me popping beans
Imma keep em off of me
Uh yeah