Coffee + alcohol

Been out
Drinking
I’ve been thinking
Shit ain’t ever cheap in California
Missing u don’t think I can afford to

Still out
Driving
Racking up mileage
On your side of town
Just west of highland, I’ll be by your house
Lord knows I’m trying

To rid me of insanity
The loop you threw me into
On repeat like songs you showed me
Know I’ll fall back into

Coffee and alcohol
If I die it’s all my fault
It’s self sabotage cause I choose it
At least I’m to blame if I lose it
Daily dose of distractions
My actions retroactive
Like medicine I could abuse it
At least I’m to blame if I lose it

Wake up
Or cave in
Looks like the latter is winning
Guess I’m gonna dive into the deep end
Holding all my vices
Watch me sink in

You’re so enticing
My health is declining
You do this to spite me you know that i can’t say no
The way that I’m caught in your chokehold

To rid me of insanity
The loop you threw me into
On repeat like songs you showed me
Know I’ll fall back into

Coffee and alcohol
If I die it’s all my fault
It’s self sabotage cause I choose it
At least I’m to blame if I lose it
Daily dose of distractions
My actions retroactive
Like medicine I could abuse it
At least I’m to blame if I lose it

Losing my mind all alone cause
You and I were disposable
Shoulda known all along
At least I’m to blame if I lose it

At least I’m to blame if I lose it
Oh, no

To rid me of insanity
The loop you threw me into
On repeat like songs you showed me
Know I’ll fall back into

Coffee and alcohol
If I die it’s all my fault
It’s self sabotage cause I choose it
At least I’m to blame if I lose it
Daily dose of distractions
My actions retroactive
Like medicine I could abuse it
At least I’m to blame if I lose it

Losing my mind all alone cause
You and I were disposable
Shoulda known all along
At least I’m to blame if I lose it