Cocaine & Dirty Bathrooms

Cocaine and dirty bathrooms
I'm a trainwreck [?]
[?] it suffocates me to tell them [?]
Another in my pocket, my friends all tell me stop it
This is just how I have fun now
Try to leave before [?]
[?]
And you make it so much better, but you left me so much worse
And you threw me in the dirt
Cause everyday feels like the end [?]
Every moment feels like I will start to rot
(Feels like I will start to rot)

Lost [?]
[?]
[?] I don't care [?]
I wonder if you care [?]
[?]
[?] even if it hurts
And if you crash when you [?] the other side
I know no better, it hurts to say
I know no better, it hurts to say

Something [?]
And you make it so much better, but you left me so much worse
And you threw me in the dirt
Cause everyday feels like the end [?]
Every moment feels like I will start to rot
(Feels like I will start to rot)