[Verse]
Ride or die, my day ones they with me
Mental pressure takin over, bitch don't text me
I don't wanna talk while the devil with me
Prayin on my knees for solace from this sin city
Fallin apart, the monster inside me hiding in the dark
Medication bring me higher to God but I still fell too far
Swallow a xanny I can't feel my legs then I crash in my car
The panic take over my chest I be grippin while looking at stars, yeayea
[Hook]
Pull the fucking trigger watch the body fall
Paranoia rot my brain I swear I'm onto ya
Elixer for the pain cause I can't feel at all
Rollin too hard off this molly got mе thinking that I'm COBAIN, ooo
I'm so high I feel like coping, ooo
I don't think I'm gonna make it, I fake it
Think I'm too intoxicatеd, yeah
[Refrain]
(Oooo, that p*ssy so good I'mma div-...hahaha)
[Verse 2]
Raiden, like the blade of a thunderstorm
Right through another heart, but it isn't yours
Feel the desperation pull me through void
Weighing on me like the Force
Stay running away, I
Keep smoking I cannot stay high
Feel the dope numb the pain, why
Always coming back to say hi
Leave me alone bitch I need time
Leave me alone bitch I need my
(woah)
Mental pressure, pen and paper
Write my letter motherfucker, then I check out
[Hook]
Pull the fucking trigger watch the body fall
Paranoia rot my brain I swear I'm onto ya
Elixer for the pain cause I can't feel at all
Rollin too hard off this molly got me thinking that I'm COBAIN, ooo
I'm so high I feel like coping, ooo
I don't think I'm gonna make it, I fake it
Think I'm too intoxicated, yeah