Cluttered

[Intro: Tulips Ballad]
My mind is so cluttered right now
I can't seem to fall asleep and forget

[Verse 1: re:]
Talk about my money
I'm projecting all of this wealth
Keep deflecting it 'til it's funny
How fucked up I'm making my health
Disconnected by anxiety
How I got myself in this hell
Yeah I talk up sobriety
Not really when it's myself

[Verse 2: re:]
I woke up, gotta face it
Got one left, I'ma take it
Inspiration never meant shit
'Til I got self medicated
I'ma stay home, [?]
I'ma write songs, kinda jaded
Collecting cards, get a gold star
Be a pop star, [?] made it, look

[Verse 3: Cavasoul]
I can't fall asleep when I'm always feeling like this
I got ideas in my brain but every track is a miss
I sit alone and try to write so I stop feeling like shit
But I can't reach my expectations and it's making me sick

[Verse 4: re:]
Do better, I'ma write songs
Can't help it if I don't right wrongs
My best day never enough
My best friends say it's tough
It's kinda hard to fall in love
In me, it's all that I think of
It's more hard to be loved
So [?]

[Verse 5: Cavasoul]
I got no muse, yeah I lost it, all the memories stick
And I [?] because it never crossed my mind that it'd switch
But I'll get over it, i'll sober quick, not end in a ditch
I'll keep on throwing out ideas until one of 'em sticks

[Verse 3: Cavasoul with re:]
I can't fall asleep when I'm always feeling like this
I got ideas in my brain but every track is a miss
I sit alone and try to write so I stop feeling like shit
But I can't reach my expectations and it's making me sick
Yeah

[Outro: Tulips Ballad]
My mind is so cluttered right now
I can't seem to fall asleep and forget
My mind is so cluttered right now
I can't seem to fall asleep and forget