Clowns

This shit doesn't feel good and I
Won't admit to it, pretend to see that we
Were made for each other, but are we living a real time?

I remember when I went to sleep last night
And I saw you moving without me
You see me then I act like it's quite alright
But I see you all through my dreams

Oh, you think this shit is funny
And you not enjoyin' yourself?
And I break the mirror ninety times, don't wanna see myself
But you been steppin' on my landmines, tryna bomb shit lately
And I been tryna run with all them lies, like the truth ain't fading
And I been tryna pipe down my feelings 'cause I think you can't fade it
So when you talk about how you feel, I don't wanna hear shit you sayin'
We been holdin' on for so long, but tell me, what is we takin'?
Can't be clowns for this long, so baby, what do we make it?