[Verse 1]
How can
I have a believable meanin'
When all of you live in a paradise, live in the luxury?
Nobody seen it or greet it
But what if it's different? I mean, it's all seemin' to be
And it's in inconceivable dreaming
I know it's so unbelievable, being
Stuck in this rare unachievable feeling
Givin' me somethin', I ended up leavin'
Givin' me nothin', I ended up grievin'
No positive side, ended up seein'
What life could be like from a different lead in
Thank God for a cover zone
So I know when and where to cross it
Life goes all over the place
I'm surprised I haven't lost it
[Chorus 1]
And I'm feelin' like I'm at the top
Livin' to the max now
Yeah, that's how, and I'ma say it that loud
I'm steppin' up, I never back down, more focused on my background
And the music and how my rap sounds, speak up, cut the track down
Go till the end, I don't back out, stuck in the trap, figure that out
After, I'll do the math now, it's garbage, take the trash out
But I'm here to stay till I pass out, blackout
[Verse 2]
Okay, it's time to go fast
So sit back and relax, and just maybe you'll get it
About time, but maybe you're mad I said it
You gon' pay attention, cash or credit?
I have to let it go back a second
I have some lyrics from the past that I have to edit
We're back in the middle of the track and fed it
Mix it up and if you talk, then, nah, forget it
We moved on, walked past the exit
Want you to come back and pass a message
I know you never pack bags and trash, you left it
Kinda sucks that sometimes we have to end it
Money- never am glad I spent it
If I ever have told you I'm mad, I meant it
If you ever feel bad or sad, accept it
Think back to the tracks and the rap that Ben did
Yeah, pretty obvious I'm killin' it
If this isn't my time, then maybe you need a syllabus
I'm feelin' all the rhythm, you can tell that I am into this
Voice is more powerful than a million instruments
Suddenly, lyrics go demon like it's somebody else
You all want me to go back because of you
But I'm never gonna level my endeavors to be better
Than the people that never had trust in me
[Chorus 2]
And I'm feelin' like I'm at the top
Livin' to the max now
Yeah, that's how, and I'ma say it that loud
I'm steppin' up, I never back down, more focused on my background
And the music and how my rap sounds
[Verse 3]
Speak up, and they're messin' with the track now
People tell me that I'm fallin' short, but I'm lookin' back at
You when you're missin' all the cash now
And I'm mad at the fact that
I'm not in my right mind
Meant to be a half-decent rapper
But I keep on sayin' all the wrong words at the right time
Lookin' at yourself, you never know what you might find
Lookin' at the sky in the middle of the nighttime
I find so much life
I wonder why I can't just find mine
Got so many confusin' questions
So much knowledge, I can't use the lessons
I'm emergin' out with a new profession
I'ma do the best with my new perfection
And I'm doin' it
I'm movin' onto this future shit
These hooligans are complete fools in that
They just don't understand that I am through with it
Improvin' it, I'm improvin' it
I got my brain, and I'm usin' it
I'ma make it out alive when I'm playin' and takin'
And makin' this cash, that I'm tearin' these tools to bits
You're clueless
Ninety percent of y'all ignorant
Keepin' your minds oh-so limited
Get off your high horse, because it is time to figure it out
Seemin' so close, I can picture it now
Success in my drink, and I'm sippin' it now
Envisionin' deeper ambitions, and now
I'ma get to it, that is what livin' 's about