Clouded dreams

[Verse 1]
Crazy how this life can be so wild
In denial, I was just saying I don't want you
But I'd walk a thousand miles
Just to see those ocean eyes
Girl you be moving the skies
Saying we’re friends why we telling these lies
Wearing these masks I don't wanna disguise
'Cause I wanna say I love you
I wanna tell you the truth
Sleeping is all that I do
'Cause I am dreaming of you
Reaching to pick up the phone
Start sweating I get in that zone
Fear taking over I'm losing control
Better without me, you're better alone
Why would you want me when nobody does?
I'm just a coward not worthy of trust
Heart has been broken, craving for love
I was an addict, fixed it with drugs

[Refrain]
I'm never enough
I'm never enough
I'm tired of love

[Chorus]
Livin' in a clouded dream
Searching for the quiet that you need to breathe
Gave up on your sanity to hide behind your shadow
While you tried to take the sun down
Hearts don't ever change to gold
Out here thinkin' that you in the world alone
No one ever told you that you have to fight for something
Or you'll never learn to balance

[Verse 2]
I guess I'ma have to fight, time to take this shit to battle
Throw my pride right to the side, I need a Princess in my castle
If I open up my heart will you come fill it with some hope?
Break me down then tie me down, I'll provide the rope
Forever I'll be empty unless I lay you out my soul
I see a future bright ahead, It's me you and we old
Remember that night when we sat and watched the stars?
Told me bout your heart and I told you about my scars
Never felt this open when I'm talking to a girl
Stayed up late went to sleep, you had me wanting more
I have never felt like this
Thief, you stole my heart, that's what you did
A year I spent I never love my ex
More love for you a week can't wait for next

[Refrain]
I can't wait for next
I can't wait for next
I can't wait for next

[Chorus]
Livin' in a clouded dream
Searching for the quiet that you need to breathe
Gave up on your sanity to hide behind your shadow
While you tried to take the sun down
Hearts don't ever change to gold
Out here thinkin' that you're in the world alone
No one ever told you that you have to fight for something
Or you'll never learn to balance