Cloud 9

I've been stapling my feet to the floor
'Cause I don't have the self-control anymore
Fill my pocket full of stones so I know that I won't take off
I'm keeping count of every kiss I deleted
I'm reaching out to all my friends I never needed
Cause I know I'm never getting back all the nights I spent right by your side

When we were on cloud 9
It rained the whole time
Thought it was perfect
It wasn't working
Under the blue skies
Everyone looks nice
We let the words fit
When it wasn't worth it

I've been wondering what you're missing the most
Like I need a pick-me-up to fix my ego
But the problems you got aren't a name to a face
They don't lead back to me and the part that I hate
Is I've been letting go of somebody who wasn't holding onto me at all

When we were on cloud 9
It rained the whole time
Thought it was perfect
It wasn't working
Under the blue skies
Everyone looks nice
We let the words fit
When it wasn't worth it
No, it's a long way to go to find out that you don't love somebody that you thought you did

But when you're on cloud 9 you don't care how high it is
But it is such a long way to go it's a long way
Just to find out you're gonna be lonely
It's a long way to go it's a long way
Just to find out you're gonna be lonely

When we were on cloud 9, It rained the whole time, thought it was perfect
It wasn't working
Under the blue skies
Everyone looks nice
So, we let the words fit
When it wasn't working
No, it's a long way to go to find out that you don't love somebody that you thought you did
But when you're on cloud 9 you don't care how high it is
But it is