Closuresque

[Verse 1]
I can't take it anymore
Too many windows and unlocked doors
Each bit of info I'm picking clean
For how the hell this applies to me
When I can't tell you what I've had for lunch
Or if I've had breakfast in the last months
Yet I'm treated like I'm 23
Able-bodied, sane and healthy

[Chorus]
And there's constant reminders of what I can't do
Laughing and pity when you notice too
Why did this get a space on this timeline
When I can't keep track of time?

[Verse 2]
We've had enough to know we've had enough
But we don't know who constitutes us
And I don't dеserve admiration unless
I'vе done something admirable, I guess
But this respect for sticking it out
When I'm fighting ideation yet again
Is not the compliment you might have initially thought
I'm fucking tired of being strong

[Chorus]
There's constant reminders of what I can't do
Laughing and pity when you notice too
Why did this get a space on this timeline
When I can't keep track of time?