​closure (live)

[Verse 1]
8:04 in the morning
Leave for work, shut the door, and it hurts me
I can feel it, maybe you don't
Getting good at ignoring
Little words, little words, little warnings
I can feel it, maybe you don't

[Pre-Chorus]
One of us gotta man up, one of us gotta stand up
And say something, tell the truth, yeah yeah
One of us gotta man up, one of us gotta stand up
But my mouth shuts when I look at you

[Chorus]
It's better to lose and love again
Just need an end to start again
I'm calling it over, I'm calling it closure
It's better to lose and love again
Just need an end to start again
I'm calling it over, I'm calling it closure

[Verse 2]
Think you knew it was coming
You were too insecure to say something that you're feeling
'Cause maybe I don't
Didn't blame it on one thing
Didn't work, doesn't work, it ain't worth you trying to fix this
'Cause you won't

[Pre-Chorus]
One of us gotta man up, yeah, one of us gotta stand up
And say something, tell the truth, yeah yeah
One of us gotta man up, yeah, one of us gotta stand up
But my mouth shuts when I look at you

[Chorus]
It's better to lose and love again
Just need an end to start again
I'm calling it over, I'm calling it closure, yeah
It's better to lose and love again
Just need an end to start again
I'm calling it over, yeah, I'm calling it closure, yeah
Well, I'm calling it over, yeah, and I'm calling it closure

[Bridge]
Love's on the other side of you
So what am I so afraid of? What am I so afraid of?
Love's on the other side of me
So what are you so afraid of? Everybody breaks up
It's better to lose and love again

[Chorus]
It's better to lose and love again
Just need an end to start again
I'm calling it over, yeah, and I'm calling it closure, yeah
It's better to lose and love again
Just need an end to start again
I'm calling it over, yeah, I'm calling it closure

[Outro]
Thank you, ahh, thank you
What's up? Hi, hi guys
It's sold out, I think
I was like, I hope that, like, 20 people come
Thank you guys for coming
I feel a little shaky, I feel a little sad, I feel a little happy
(Mercury's in retrograde)
Mercury's in fuckin' retrograde
Mercury's in Gatorade?
I was gonna continue, there's Powerade, I don't know
Um, I'm gonna play this song, I wrote this song, uh
I think it's the longest I ever took to write a song
It was, like, over a year, but I was drunk for over a year
Uh, and I started this song with my friend Drew, and, um
And then I was drunk with my other friend, Ally, one day
Neither of us drink anymore so it's a happy story in the end
But, uh, my friend Yaz is running around
See, there she is, with the little camera
And she, um, I was at Ally's house one night
Everybody had gone to bed 'cause it was the morning by now
And I remember, you know the nights when you're smoking the, like, anything that's in the ashtray?
Now this is like an AA share I guess
But nevertheless, I was smoking, like, literally, I'd be like, "Mmm, there's like a hit... that burned"
And, um, we ended up getting a donut and throwing it at my ex-boyfriend's apartment door
Which we later learned he gave us the address, motherfucker, to the building across the street from his building so that he could watch us from his window, watch me stumble out of a Nissan Versa with gold spray painted hubcaps, thank you Yaz, and throw a donut at the door
This song is called, "I Want You"
I don't know