Closure

[Intro]
No matter if everything goes
No matter if everything stays
No matter if everything grows
No matter if everything fades
Yeah
Yuh

[Verse]
There's a song that I wrote for an old flame
It's been stuck in my head this past month
I guess the younger me didn't know what love was but
After meeting you, I think I have a hunch
Back, with my head hung, soul downcast
Tears start spilling off rims of round glasses
Clouds pass; Springs turns Summer
Trading moon beam for sting of burnt thunder
We crumble away out of fear, apprehension
I pray that you see my clear intention
I thought you needed better, something I'm afraid I'll never be
While the love you express is a deep I'll never reach
I couldn't let you be with me, I can't reciprocate affection
The fact that I can' made him question
"I thought love was supposed to make you crazy?"
If I don't feel that, maybe I don't love J
Now it's so long, she moved on (On)
I guess I need to go and do the same (Same)
If it wasn't true love, I'll recover quick (Yeah)
And I probably should discover but another chick
Clicked with a couple good girls, high quality
Conversation engaging, relatable
But I recognize that none of them compares to you
And I realize to me, you’re irreplaceable (Yeah)
In addition, I was really looking for you (Cool)
Pangea: you made me feel whole
Didn’t notice how massive your impact was
Like a crater; my heart’s a black hole
But it’s too late she’s holding someone else now
Had a chance, but you’re still indecisive- bet
She asked him again, "if you want her?"
But you couldn’t bring yourself to say “yes”
‘Cause if I really loved her, I would want the best for her
Someone confident, who’d never rest for her
Someone crazy for her, who would bite every bullet
Someone who could give everything that I couldn’t
I said I didn’t want you but what I’m really saying
Is I don’t want me for you
I figure letting go will-only help you find better
And this is just the best that I could do
My heart bled when you gave me my stuff back
When I saw the heart next to his name
How I cried every night, no appetite
Lost tears, lost hope, lost weight
But let's face it: we're no longer best friends
That’s a role that you gotta give to him, you know
We don’t talk anymore, it’s understandable
So I had to write a song for the world to know
That I love you more than anyone in it
Life without you is bitter: all spinach
Pray till my knuckles white like your skin tone
I notice every white car through my window
Hope you’re standing at the door when the bell rings
I wish that I could show you all of my emotions
And I wish you were there when I’m scared, full of fear
When the doctors uncover diagnosis
I want to watch you succeed and develop
Want to lie in your arms when I’m restless
But I guess we will never be the same again
Now you’re with someone else, I am jealous (Jealous)
I write too many songs for my exes (Exes)
But I made me a promise I will die with (Die)
That the next love song that I write for a girl
Is the one who I want to spend my life with
Let that sink in
But you deserve better
All I want is you
But I won’t let you settle

[Outro]
No matter if everything goes
No matter if everything stays
No matter if everything grows
No matter if everything fades
No matter if everything flows
No matter if everything breaks
I know that my love will stay the same
Now you have two songs