Closet Love

The door is closed
Brain and fist clenched tight
The windows
Are white washed
With arsenic and tears
No light can come through now
Cotton-wooled and cocooned now
Dark for years now
We are safe in the plague
Rotting with fear
The air is thick
With amoebas and lice
In the sickrom we are musty
The fish have died
Of starvation and murky water
It's over
Leather lover
Cups of flat beer
Line the walls
Fagends float on top
Sourmilk in puddles
The blood is curdled
In our force-field
Wе can break a mirror
Bleed and fuck and swear
Rolling in the dеbris
Crashing down the stairs
Punch smacks Judy in the telly box
Judy stabs Punch
Punch bleeds cathode radiation victim pounds at the door
Bloody stumps leave mark of Cain
Hang up
Do not disturb sign
Now there's nothing more
Smiles fall from our faces
Like afterbirth to the floor
We can choke on them later
Now there's nothing more
We can be like Jack Hawkins
And Helen Keller
Blind deaf mutes
Who castrate each other
All alone
Amongst the toxic fires
Together we can fester
And rot and die
All alone
Amongst the toxic fires
Together we can fester
And rot and die
The door is closed
Brain and fist clenched tight
Now there's nothing more
We can choke on them later
Now there's nothing more
We can be like Jack Hawkins
And Helen Keller
Blind deaf mutes
Who castrate each other
All alone
Amongst the toxic fires
Together we can fester
And rot and die
All alone
Amongst the toxic fires
Together we can fester
The door is closed
Brain and fist clenched tight