Closed Curtains

Hook
If I die
I just wanted you to know
I was fine
And never did I lose my hope
That’s a lie
But never did I lose my soul
In denial
I coulda helped you when you cried (2x)

Verse 1
Ahhh
In you’re mind there’s different intellect
I had an ill effect on what had happened cuz it will direct
To breakups
And make ups
To tears falling as make up
We lost the very feeling of what made us
So wake up
On the contrary, there’s different girls in this world
Wanna kiss, wanna flirt, wanna live, wanna learn
Sucks being honest, it would kill me if it hurt you
But I got my eyes lock, so it’s patience is a virtue
I walk around stimulated, thinking bouta my past
And how I can’t bring it back, I miss the ways we used to act
It’s on my cap, the vivid ways we used to laugh
No one notice me cuz I’m the timid gazer in the back
Fucks the point, like when I talk you never hear
We never talk, you hit me back it’s been a year
I’m so attached, I’m talking, but you block your ears
I never cry, but for you, it’s time that I go shed a tear
Fucks the point (4x)

Hook
If I die
I just wanted you to know
I was fine
And never did I lose my hope
That’s a lie
But never did I lose my soul
In denial
I coulda helped you when you cried (2x)

Verse 2
Ahhh
I never met you but I think you’re special
Can never think I gotta know if I can call or text ya
Overdramatic with my passion, if we talk I’m extra
Well we met, but know my name is farther to a stretching
Well I would tell you if I could, I just need validation
If I can’t I’ll make a song, my pen and pad was anxious
If I die, I know you never fucking cared
If you died, I’d be a wreck, a total mess, to just be clear
Cuz you’re important
But I’m the one that your ignoring
If my love was truly good enough I hope you can restore it
If I died
If I died