Closed Casket Habits

Wake up depressed
Day after day is nothing but stress
Feeling helpless
Backed in a corner with my knees to my chest
No explanation for how I've got this low
Harmful thoughts spinning out of control
I'll end it all in a blink of an eye
I'll leave this world without a single goodbye
I'm barren, I'm bleak and my outlook is weak
I have nothing left, my future is death
Forced here through a fated birth
A product of a dying earth
Pointlessly slaving for capital gain
We've lost all connection to our spiritual brain
I feel hatred, disgust and utter disdain
Knowing I'm a link in this shackling chain

Yeah, this delusion of life has made me so sick
Through selfish admissions I choose to forfeit
Enough is enough, I'm calling it quits
On a desperate quest for something brand new
I hold a gun to my head, let the bullets fly through
Wherever I go my soul is prepared
Eternal damnation, I am not scared

Fold my arms across my chest
In the dirt I'm laid to rest
Discarded, forgotten and left to decay
This is the end of my hellish crusade

Suffering no more