Close To My Heart

I can see your traces everywhere
Even in the shoes and clothes I wear
No, no, no
Today my heart was feeling so unaware
I guess I wish that you were here and not there

This cafe played your favorite tune
Reminded me of all the things you'd do
Today my heart was not prepared
Broken parts beyond repair
I guess I wish that you were here, not there

This the type of song you save for rainy days
Nights when you’re alone and still with shaky faith
After all these years I know we've grown apart
But when you come to mind
I hold you close to my heart

Please don't hate me
I’m sorry but I can't make it out this time
I know that I told you this a thousand times
You say I need to slow down that's sound advice
When counting up the cost it's around that price
I bet you're sick and tired of hearing all of my reasons
Only time I think about You is when it's the season
I'm worse than a fair weather friend
So appalled, see the writing on the wall
So exhausted to be a little raw
I'm a fraud oh my goodness I’m a flawed
Human tryna flee from the grips of the claw Sipping on destruction through the walls of this straw
I’m guessing this is how the chips had to fall
I keep on fighting
To keep my faith alive while it's biting
It’s hanging by a thread by abiding
I wanna be seen but I'm hiding

This the type of song you save for rainy days
Nights when you're alone and still with shaky faith
After all these years I know we've grown apart
But when you come to mind
I hold you close to my heart

I’m cozy like this sweater
With you I'm so cozy. Now I'm better
Yeah yeah
I'm cozy like this sweater
With you I'm so cozy. Now I'm better

This the type of song you save for rainy days
Nights when you're alone and still with shaky faith
After all these years I know we've grown apart
But when you come to mind
I hold you close to my heart

This the type of song you save for rainy days
Nights when you're alone and still with shaky faith
After all these years I know we've grown apart
But when you come to mind
I hold you close to my heart