close my eyes

[Intro]
I just need some help, but I feel so weird asking
I just needed help to clean the blood that I'm basking in
Cleaning up the crime scene
Put the razors in the basket
Uh, bitch, I’m laughing
Ha, bitch, I’m laughing
Huh, Yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah

[Verse]
Close my eyes
So I don't have to see through your lies
Baby, it's alright
Baby, let's party like it's our last night
Yeah, the Grim Reaper's standing over me
At the foot of my bed at night
Grim Reaper looming over me
Baby, that's why I clutch on a knife
Yeah, I know you didn’t treat me right
Tears flooding my eyes
I don’t want to fucking cry
I'mma live out of spite of you
Yeah, I’m blinded by the light of you
Yeah, I just wanna fuckin' hug you
Yeah, fuck all that shit though
Demons in my fucking head telling me to kill myself, I know
Demons in my fucking head
I’m in the club, all fucking alone
Yeah
Yeah, yeah
If I can be real with y’all
I’ve been living in hell
Every day I fucking wake up
And I’m living in hell
I just wanna get up
Baby, I just need some help
I just need some help, but I feel so weird asking
I just needed help to clean the blood that I'm basking in
Cleaning up the crime scene
Put the razors in the basket
Uh, bitch, I’m laughing
Ha, bitch, I’m laughing