​close my eyes

[Intro: Scro]
'Cause every time I close my eyes
I can't find a reason why I live this life, pray I die
Try to do it right this time, face my pride
But in the end I'm crying, I don't know why

[Verse 1: Scro]
'Cause every time I'm falling for the victim of another night
Pressed, I'm crawling for a system where it's never right
Keep me from the thoughts of digging deeper
I know I'm not a believer
But playing games with the reaper, betting on my life

[Chorus: Scro]
'Cause every time I close my eyes
I can't find a reason why I live this life, pray I die
I try to do it right ti-, face my pride
But in the end I'm crying, I don't know why
'Cause every time I close my eyes
I can't find a reason why I live this life, pray I die
I try to do it right ti-, face my pride
But in the end I'm crying, I don't know why

[Verse 1: Scro]
I'm lost in a fog now, got nowhere to go
'Cause I don't know what I've lost now
I see there's a sign
The lights are closing on me with the weights of a fine line
Yeah, I'm feelin' chills up to my spine, yeah
I hesitate just to buy time
'Cause I know you cannot relate back to my life
And I don't believe that I can find the way
I'm broken pieces, try to fight today
These thought of me are lighting up my brain
I don't think I can really find another way out
I'm filled with doubt, I'm so strung out
Just kill me now, am I dead now?

[Verse 2: BOSTN]
'Cause every time I fuck up, I'm lost
Life at what cost, can't find a reason to press on
I'm done, what I've become?
I'm about to break, I'm trying to find where I belong
Can't take much more, where am I now?
So far from home
I've been living every day on a repeat (Yeah)
Got pain in my eyes when you see me (Yeah)
Feels like happiness took a back seat
Red carpet stained with my blood on the TV
Miss the days when I wasn't trying to be the next big thing
Living so freely, now it's gone and I'm stuck all alone in this plastic hell

[Chorus: Scro & BOSTN]
'Cause every time I close my eyes (Close my eyes)
I can't find a reason why I live this life, pray I die (Live this life)
Try to do it right this ti-, face my pride (Right this)
But in the end I'm crying, I don't know why (I don't know why)
Close my eyes (Eyes)
I can't find a reason why I live this life, pray I die (Live this life)
Try to do it right ti-, face my pride (Right this-)
But in the end I'm crying, I don't know why (Crying, I don't know why)