​climax.

[Intro]
"What's interesting about being an adult is that when you become eighteen, that it’s now going to be your job to parent yourself. And by "parent yourself," I mean it's your job to make yourself do the crap you don't want to do, so you can be everything that you’re supposed to be."

[Verse]
This whole year been dumb shit
I lie and say that I'm making it better but I ain't did nothing
Said that I quit drugs but I'm still out here buzzin'
Whenever, however, so I can feel something
Nicotine in me suppress the anxiety, I can't get out that's inside of me
I lie to you, so it's cool if you lie to me
Tell me sweet nothings, just for the time at least
’Cause I want what I don’t need, don't want you but don’t leave
I might be a dick but I'm worse when I'm lonely
I'll write a quick line bout the time you were still here
I’m so indecisive, like bitch why you still here?
I'm sorry that I'm not, it be like that
I won't tell you when I leave, like be right back
I don't open up but when I do I needed that
You think I'm going down the wrong path and I agree with that
How could I love you? I don't even like me
Why do I wake up? Death doesn't want me
I'm stuck in my room, they won't let me leave
One day I'll kill them all, they don't believe me
'Cause you won't, cause you're weak, you ain't got the strength to fight us
We don't like the way you push away, you don't invite us
To anything anymore, you treat us like we're not you
We can't go away if you don't let us from inside you
Shit, fuck, I ain't even think about that was tryna keep you here
'Cause you the reason that I wrote raps, guess I gotta let you go
Honestly, I want you gone
I guess I can't progress if I keep crying and I don't move on
Don't worry, won't hurt me, take your time, no hurry
Without pain, no glory, no climax, no story