​clear the cache

[Intro]
Harrowing experience

[Verse]
Don't know why it gets so hard (Don't know why it gets so hard)
Figure it all out for once (Figure it all out for once)
Figuring it out is not a possibility
But I try and try again just like I've never seen
How it ends up
Screaming don't shoot, I got my hands up
Been a lot of places that I shouldn't have gone (Have gone)
I feel stuck, I can't move on
Learn not to trust the hand feeds you
Maybe don't trust someone that needs you
Baby, I'm vulnerable I'm see through
Do you feel comfortable with me too?
I'm not like the rest
I'm different but in a bad way
Need to get some rest I'm tired of all the bad days
Another cigarette
Filling up my ashtray
How could I forget, I need to clear the cache
Self hatred (Self hatred)
It's been a minute I still haven't overcame it
I don't even know who to fucking blame for it
I don't even know if I should feel shame for it
It's beast tryna learn how to tame it
Sorry, I know I'm late on my payments
I'ma just lay here on the pavement
I cannot help but hear what they're saying (Saying)
Shit gets dark but no matter what
I am praying
I don't participate in the games that you're playing
I don't wanna go out, I think I'ma stay in
I'ma let it pile up until it caves in (Caves in, caves in)