Cleaning

CLEANING

I couldn't say how the days slip away but I wonder
Counting down the hours until I go under
Again

And I think I feel a tremble down below right on my thigh
It’ll turn out I'm mistaken only tricked by my own mind

Nothing to say so I just have to wait till it's over
I’m holding my breath till I can't hold on any longer

And I'm under my skin
Will I sink and give in to
Feeling this way?
How long will it stay?
Could pull up the rug
I could rip up the sheets
I could break something to clean it up…

I just want some company
Someone to confide in me
Can't you help make these hours pass a little faster?
Then I think I feel a tremble down below right on my thigh
It'll turn out I'm mistaken only tricked by my own mind

Over-rested I'm lost for a sense of a purpose
Thinking in circles to justify why I deserve this - solitude
Cause there's no such thing as deserving you’ve one shot in the dark
So I pray that I can luck my way to blindly hit that mark

It’s a little too late
Now to compensate for the mess that I've made
For lost days
I could pull up the rug
I could rip the sheets
I’m a fuck it up again to clean it up-

I just want some company
Someone to confide in me
Can't you help make these hours pass a little faster?
Then I think I feel a tremble down below right on my thigh
It'll turn out I'm mistaken only tricked by my own mind