Clean Me Up

Stay with me like last night
Can we just make this our last fight?
Get your act right
And I'll act right
Close this bag tight
Like your advice
Telling me I'm like your dad, right?
Or my dad, yeah, that's sad, right?
And you're mad so I go off too
All of this shit that love cost you

And that perfume is a costume
Passing out in that washroom
Feeling like ghosts are watching you
Feeling like most are awful too
Drown in the sheets but never asleep
Waxing the floor, pictures to keep
But never to share
Won't ever dare
The dirty is there
The messiest hair
The blankest stare
Where are your eyes?
Where is your soul?
You lost it inside
A moshpit inside of my brain
I needed to think like I'm sane
I need you to take away pain
I need you to see where I'm aiming
At one of us, but it's not you
And if I stop, then you stop too, like

Pieces undone
You put me together
If I don't die tonight
Let's live forever
I'm burning the sage
Gone five days sober
The pain is deep
But it's almost over

Clean me up, don't let me down
Clean me up, don't let me down
Clean me up, don't let me down
Let me down, don't let me down
Clean me up, don't let me down
Clean me up, don't let me down
Clean me up, don't let me down
Let me down, don't let me down
Don't let me down
Let me down
Let me down

Don't let me down if you don't mean this shit
Don't pick me up if you don't need me, bitch
You're dirty, you hurt me, you heard me
Said you were willing to do anything for me
You lied
You lied to my face
I'm hurting tonight
I'm writing these words in blood
If I get cut, please don't let me die tonight
Don't let me roll over and never roll back
Don't let me yell at you, I'm needing it badly
The only person that can take me from that
If that, I'm bad, I'm mad, I'm sad
These feelings take over
They've taken my dad
This fire is hot
Ice is so cold
I'm feeling it though
I'm sorry, you know?

Pieces undone
You put me together
If I don't die tonight
Let's live forever
I'm burning the sage
Gone five days sober
The pain is deep
But it's almost over

Clean me up, don't let me down
Clean me up, don't let me down
Clean me up, don't let me down
Let me down, don't let me down
Clean me up, don't let me down
Clean me up, don't let me down
Clean me up, don't let me down
Let me down, don't let me down
Don't let me down
Let me down
Let me down