Claustrophobic

Down where the water's under me
I'll fix it there
So many times I've tried to be clear
Nut it's right in front of me
In a neat row
The many things I'm not wanting to know
With everything so incomplete
Nothing between head and feet
I know it's hard to conceive
Another disappointment
A fly in the ointment
I feel the breath catching in my throat
Why is it all the places I'm not wanted
Are the only places I want to go?
My memory runs away from me
In a clean break
Til all the things I've loved I've come to hate
With everyone so insincere
Nothing is as it appears
I know it's a hard thing not to hear
Another disappointment
A fly in the ointment
I feel as if I'm gonna choke
Why is it all the places I'm not wanted
Are the only places I seem to want to go
Another disappointment
A fly in the ointment
I feel the breath catching in my throat
Why is it all the places I'm not wanted
Are the only places I want to go?