​clarity [the sky fell on top of me] ~ re:master

[Chorus]
Heart break crystals
I just miss her
Everything reminds me of us
Bring me back
To summers past
When everything lost its colors
Tears tore through me
Heart beat stuttered
Pushing away the doubt I hate
I need clarity
To clear my purity
I need your words to tide me over

[Verse 1]
Someday came
And life just left me
I don't know if I can still breathe
Time suspended
Chest felt tight
I never knew fear could kill me quickly
I don't remember
Its getting foggy
I'll try my best to tell this story
My phone lit up
Its was your name
But no one could reach you this time
Your mom told me
You're locked away
Yelling turned to fighting again
Bruises forming
Tears steady pouring
I got to your house as fast as I could
Banging my head
On your door
Screaming, "Are you okay in there?"
I was scared
And I felt alone
I thought that you were gone for good

[Bridge]
Clouds are forming
I don't know if I can keep on going with this
Memories hurt me
But i know it's better to let it out instead of crying
My head is pounding
My heart can't take much more but I have to keep going
This might be
The end of Ryan but I see another light ahead

[Chorus]
Heart break crystals
I just miss her
Everything reminds me of us
Bring me back
To summers past
When everything lost its colors
Tears tore through me
Heart beat stuttered
Pushing away the doubt I hate
I need clarity
To clear my purity
I need your words to tide me over

[Verse 2]
You let me in
There's bottles around
Crying and shaking you screaming for nothing
Razor blade
In your hand
You have it pressed right on your neck
I tread lightly
I try to help
But nothing is working, nothing is working
Hold my hand
It'll be okay
I promise we can make it through together
He'll come back
But it's okay
You have me around this time now
Don't let me go
As long as I'm here
You'll never have to die on your own
But all those pills
Were a bit too much
You passed out cold in my arms
I was scared
But that's not enough
Fear broke me down to my core

[Bridge]
Clouds are forming
I don't know if I can keep on going with this
Memories hurt me
But i know it's better to let it out instead of crying
My head is pounding
My heart can't take much more but I have to keep going
This might be
The end of Ryan but I see another light ahead