Clarity

Guess I never made it easy
And I know I fucked up
But we could go on and on and on
And it wouldn't be enough

So don't act like you need me
'Cause you always gave up
Look, we could go on and on and on
And you'll never wake up

I kinda wish I never met you
Fucking forget you
We never knew just when to draw the line
It hurts me if I ever upset you
But I was upset too
Yeah, I was scared of leaving this behind

'Cause I need space to gain some clarity
'Cause I hate thе way you look at me
I'm in love with the feeling
Of chasing my dеmons
That circle around in my mind

Guess I never made it easy
And I know I fucked up
But we could go on and on and on
And it wouldn't be enough

So don't act like you need me
'Cause you always gave up
Look we could go on and on and on
And you'll never wake up

And maybe if I call you back, yeah
It would stop all of this flashing back, yeah
That's maybe why I numb all the pain
By forgetting your face
Am I falling again for this?

You can say we never tried
Just too young to realize
And I should've put my focus on you
All the shit that I'd do
I was lost and confused then

So I guess I need space to gain some clarity
'Cause I hate the way you look at me
I'm in love with the feeling
Of chasing my demons
That circle around in my mind

Guess I never made it easy
And I know I fucked up
But we could go on and on and on
And it wouldn't be enough

So don't act like you need me
'Cause you always gave up
Look, we could go on and on and on
And you'll never wake up

(Why won't you wake up for me?)