CLARITY

Rolling round, can't make a sound
Came back, I nearly drowned
I was lost but now I'm found
Got my feet on the ground
I was on my own in that house
No bed
Sleep on the couch
That's when i lost my head
I was alone but I never felt lonely
Let you in, that was one time only
Had to get away from it all
Felt like my back was against the wall
Needed space to clear my mind
Never knew clarity was this hard to find
They say that this takes time
And my mind is fine

It's been a good year
Got my head
Lost my fears
Crushed my spine
Last time I bled
Two times, once nines
Closed my eyes it was a sign

Think I got what I need now
Took me so long but i know how
Used to be so down
Living with a permanent frown
Found my smile and its waiting for me
And that's what took so long but now i see
Claimed I got my head right
But I spent that night still trying to fight
This time I'm not even scared
Found my heart and its fully repaired

Full focus
No longer broken
Found a motive
Won't forget my lowest
I was so hopeless
But I finally noticed
Found my heart and I don't want to die now
Took some time
But at least I figured out how