Circles

All I do is go in circles don't wanna hurt you
Getting lifted smoking purple forget the hurtful
Looking at this from a birds view i know i hurt you
Should’ve listened should've heard you instead I urged you
Staying with me was a miracle i thank you for your time
I been getting vertical cuz all i get it is high
Not to get too personal i hope you doing fine
Cuz but babygirl i miss you everyday you're on my mind

I can’t stop thinking bout the problems that we had
Wasn't bout the money we had dollars in the bank
What it was i was a druggie being honest that's a fact
Plus the fact that i'm a narcissistic piece of fucking trash
Don't talk bad about yourself is what they say
Thеy say it'll manifest itself in certain ways okay
But thе shit that i just told you it was true true
Don't think that it's not don’t get confused
And I’m like okkaaayy i was real fucking high must've been the cocaine
Or the pills or the wine wasn’t in the dope game but i had them lines on me/
I was buying homie i was white zombie i ain't talking bout the band
I be talking bout the grams in them bags in your pocket that you put out on the glass
Then you chop it like a ax then they ask you for one ye that white girl
What a terrible invention sit in therapy for sessions
I was doing so much of it was embarrassing I get it
I was careless but aware that it was scary cuz of fenty
What a dummy think it made me lose my honey

All I do is go in circles don't wanna hurt you
Getting lifted smoking purple forget the hurtful
Looking at this from a birds view i know i hurt you
Should've listened should’ve heard you instead I urged you
Staying with me was a miracle i thank you for your time
I been getting vertical cuz all i get it is high
Not to get too personal i hope you doing fine
Cuz but babygirl i miss you everyday you're on my mind

Wish i would've done it different
But i was on my DMX baby i was slipping
I just wanted to be the best you knew i was tripping
When i gave you that screaming fest i know it was vicious
I know i need to be correct correct
Im sorry know i gotta go and change my demeanour
This is real life no this ain't no stage nor a theatre-
Let's see how it plays out you felt betrayed like a cheater
Cuz i was too busy rapping getting paid off of features
Now you gone made my bed got to sleep in it
These the thoughts in my head that I revisit-
Almost every night hoping you aight
Know that you were right know you told me once but should've told me twice ahhhh
There i go again with me blaming you
Doing that over was not sustainable i took the soul from you i was draining you
Just know that you are irreplaceable that's not debatable/