Circle the drain (demo)

[Verse 1]
I wanna be calm like the soft summer rain on your back, like the fall of your shoulders
But everything just brings me back down to the cold hard ground and it keeps getting colder
It's a feeling that boils in my brain, I would dial back the flame, but I'm not sure I'm able
I'm wobbling out on the wire, and the lights could go out with the break of a cable

[Pre-Chorus]
Things feel so low sometimes
Even when everything is fine

[Chorus]
Hey, I keep falling apart these days
Split open, watching my heart go
Around and around, 'round and around
Circle the drain, I'm going down
[Verse 2]
I'm tryna seem strong for my love, for my family and friends, but I'm so tired of faking
'Cause I'm chained to my bed when they're gone, watching TV alone 'til my body starts aching
And I think there's a mold in my brain spreading down all the way to my heart and my body
'Cause I cling to the dark of my room and the light burns me out, or burns all the way through

[Pre-Chorus]
Things feel that low sometimes
Even when everything is fine

[Chorus]
Hey, I've been falling apart these days
Split open, watching my heart go
Around and around, 'round and around
Circle the drain, I'm going down
[Pre-Chorus]
Things get so low sometimes
Even when everything is fine

[Chorus]
Hey, I keep falling apart these days
Split open, watching my heart go
Around and around, 'round and around
Circle the drain, I'm going down

[Outro]
'Round and around and around and around
'Round and around and around and around
'Round and around, 'round and around
Circle the drain, I'm going down