Cigarettes in the morning

I run out the way I've been wanting to go
I feel desire for more than just gold
This feels more like a lie than the lies I've been told before
But this lie has come straight from my head so
I feel no way about the things they're saying now
I want to stay around outcasts and layabouts
I am the same wow
I took a break
It was for my grades
Now I don't feel great
I've been stuck in a mirror
A mirror maze
And even though I'm finally out I've had creative drought for days
And it's not disappearing
Oh what a shame
Oh what a waste
I just wanted to create
Now I smoke cigarettes in the morning
Cigarettes in the morning
I smoke cigarettes in the morning
Cigarettes in the morning
And I only smoke them 'cause of the boredom that's always often on me
Alongside the perfume from cigarettes and the aftershave from UAE
I'm sitting here with myself
There's no one else
Fucking hell
I just want to not be on my own
But the way that this is going that's how my summer will go
Only company I get
Is from my family no friends
If I timed the time I spent and looked up how much I'm alone it'd say 99%
I run out the way I've been wanting to go
I feel desire for more than just gold
This feels more like a lie than the lies I've been told before
But this lie has come straight from my head so
I feel no way about the things they're saying now
I want to stay around outcasts and layabouts
I am the same wow
I took a break
It was for my grades
Now I don't feel great
Now I smoke cigarettes in the morning
Cigarettes in the morning
I smoke cigarettes in the morning
Cigarettes in the morning
And I only smoke them 'cause of the boredom that's always often on me
Alongside the perfume from cigarettes and the aftershave from UAE