Cigarettes

[Chorus]
Yuh, I’m smoking cigarettes to paint my
Lungs as black as what’s inside me
I’m so lost, so fucking lost that
Government tracking couldn’t find me
Felt like dying today
Felt like it yesterday, too
I pray I don’t find me a way
All I see are shades of blue
I need some PINK!
I need some RED!
I need some ORANGE! in between
I need to dump what’s in my mind
Don’t have the storage or the means
I think I lost it
(What? What?)
I think I lost it
(What? What? What? What? What? What?)

[Verse]
Brain is broke
That my favorite joke
Found my chain to smoke
I lost focus; and for what?
Watch the lotus turn to dust
When we was something, we was
Something else
And now I’m just a Polaroid
Did it to myself, I’m sorry
Touched the sun to melt my body
Talked to god and felt ungodly
Echos through my field at night
Wonder how you feel at night
I reached for space to feel the light
I’M SORRY!
Count your scales, I found my balance in an astral body
Breaths from passing zombies: out of step and out of body
Had dreams of flashing lights inside my lens from paparazzi
Woke up to yesterday, and every day’s a carbon copy
I think I lost my mind, I swear I’m out my manicotti
Forever damned to watch me fuck it up
(Wha-wha-wha-what?)
I’m ten toes down standing tall til I falter
I put my guard up, I let you into my Gibraltar
I blew my momma up and I was crying
When I called her
I found my black lagoon and dropped
The chlorine in the water, in the water
(wa-wa, in the water, water, water, water, water)

[Chorus]
Cause uh...
I’m smoking cigarettes to paint my
Lungs as black as what’s inside me
I’m so lost, so fucking lost that
Government tracking couldn’t find me
Felt like dying today
Felt like it yesterday, too
I pray I don’t find me a way
All I see are shades of blue
I need some PINK!
I need some RED!
I need some ORANGE! in between
I need to dump what’s in my mind
Don’t have the storage or the means
I think I lost it
I think I lost it