Church Hooker

I'm suffering
I'm suffering, I'm suffering
Just kill me please, I'm suffering
I'm the one that was raped
So why am I the one that you hate?
When you cry on your knees
You know that don't get to me, don't praise me, praise me
I am not supposed to feel crazy
So marry me and all my dead babies
Baby baby baby baby baby
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How can he love me when he's the one who ? me?
Stop me, I'm tryna find the meaning
You hate me for a motherfucking reason
Hate me 'cause I'm still fucking brеathing
I like my demons, looks can be dеceiving
Both my palms are bleeding, my hands don't have any feeling
Still alive, nailed to the fucking ceiling, rather die
Laughing, and fucking me

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I'm fading away
So why am I the one that you fear
I'm the one that was raped
So why am I the one that you hate?
Hate hate hate
'Cause you hate hate hate hate
'Cause you hate hate hate
That you hate hate hate hate hate
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How can you love me?
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Why am I the one that you hate hate hate
That you hate hate hate
That you hate hate hate
That you hate hate hate hate hate