Chump

[Intro]

[Refrain]
Lately, I've been feeling kind of anxious
Tugging and pulling [?]
Feelings, feelings are stupid, I hate them
I'm not a chump, but I'm not a chump

Lately, I've been feeling kind of anxious
Tugging and pulling [?]
Feelings, feelings are stupid, I hate them
I'm not a chump, but I'm not a chump

[Verse 1]
Red below my eyes, and right above my chin
They said a long scroll would latch me on it
So my confidence wanes
And my worries just raise
And my teenage heart feels same teenage angst
That she might feel the same
And if she does, then I might lose my brain
And if its true what they, I'm in love
I don't want to feel it
So I take these innner feelings
And I run away from these demons, succubus
[?]

And I feel it
I feel it so clear
And I don't wanna talk
I don't wanna hear
Anything
I dont wanna be alone
But my heart feels so at home
And home, is the just the place that you make it
And my heart decided that it was with you
I don't want this to happen, but
As far as I'm concerned it, has to
It has to, it has to be you

[Hook]
Oh why did it have to be you?
Why did it have to be you?
Why did it have to be you?
That I think about, in and out
Every night, every time that I close my eyes

Why did it have to be you?
Why did it have to be you?
Why did it have to be you?

[Refrain]
Lately, I've been feeling kind of anxious
Tugging and pulling [?]
Feelings, feelings are stupid, I hate them
I'm not a chump, but I'm not a chump

[Verse 3]
This, is as cold as it gets
My cheeks are red as shit
And I wish, that the butterflies in my stomach
Would die, in a pit
And I'll say that I hate the thought of her
But only that's because I deny myself love
If youre curious, on that night I cried aswell
I can't make this shit up

[Verse 4]
I'm alone
I'm alone
I want you know that I don't want love
But I dont want to be alone forever
I'm alone
I'm alone
I want you know that I don't want love
But I don't want to be alone forever