Christine Ruth/My Mother

[Verse 1:Big Mont]
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I never got to tell you I love you, I never got to tell you goodbye
I never got to kick it and hug you or look in ya' eyes, since a child
Nothing ruin plans like a demise
I wrote the intro to this album in the summer shit was different
You was still alive and i was living, on my mind but i was distant
I was gon' play this tape for you to you to show that I am really gifted
And that soon enough our family’s paradigm, will be shifted
I met Charles a month ago mom he cool as fuck
It was brief we had tunes, food, brews, and a dutch
He said he’s made some bad decisions, think he’s screwed is luck
I mean he said he’s living fine he just don’t do enough
And Tyrone mom, I love him he’s been juggling a ton
Between his sickness and your death he lost the mother to his son
I ain’t heard from Keon since i was a kid ma
Tynesha said nobody loves me like you did ma
I never got to tell you i miss you, I never got to show you my growth
Or show you my talent, listen mama ya son is official
I ain’t one to brag but mama i’m iller than most
I know just who i am, and i know what i’m worth
And i know what i’m destined for with my time on this earth
There was a time i lost myself tryna' make everyone happy and woke up in a state of misery now i put myself first
I used to call you once a week for like a month remember?
I told you bout my deal you said you hope it come together
That shit lasted a year, then I was acting in fear
Told myself moving forward I’d put my past in the rear
It’s like the family fucked up now, everybody fighting
Not everyone responsible but I treat everybody like it
Accountability and forgiveness we’ll be on the right track
Sweets death stopped through divide and we just bought it right back
I never got to tell you I’m sorry, I never got to tell you I’m straight
I never told you that my love over powered my grudge
We all make mistakes in life yo ain’t nobody a saint
That’s probably why i’m writing this mama that’s probably why I felt I should wait
I realized I was the one that I was fighting with mama
I thought i’d tell you how i feel now it’s never too late
I love you

[Sad Truth]
Babies having babies, we call them teenage Mothers
I see them everyday, they remind me of my Mother
Beautiful Queens with traits of their Mothers
Grandma was just a teen when she had my Mother
1988 they took me from my Mother
Its 30 years later I'm still missing my Mother
I Cry tears of stone for the sake of my Mother
Close relationship with God so I pray for my Mother
I wonder if my image is the face of my Mother's
Damn I guess I'll never know, until I face my Mother
Its necessary that i get to know my Mother
Love is Love but there's none like the Love from your Mother
I'd do anything to spend a day with my Mother
And I know the future holds better days with my Mother
I can't explain the bond that I have with my Mother
Lord knows my heart holds a special place for my Mother
I am your Son I need you hear with me Mother
No emotion can describe the LOVE I have for my Mother
I know you didn't raise me but your still my Mother
So I hope this Dear Mama reach the ears of my Mother
Sad Truth