Chose to not be happy

Hook:

Yeah you know i couldn't be happy cause i choose not to
I just sat there and cried on my own and blamed it all on you
We were using cute names, love emojis to fill the void and the blue
We've been lying to ourselves all the time saying that i love you

"I love you so much, i can't lose you"
Next day we were back to the bad moods
I can't be with you if i despise myself
Ima push through and put the pain on the shelf

I thought you were the reason that I'm always this way
But it turns out it was me all along
I'm there for u are u okay
But i chose to talk through a song

Under a bridge moments of regrets
Remember when i said that our love wouldn't forget
Il never ash it you could be my cigarette
A relationship depends on the mindsets

U had pressure on being someone else
But u gave it ur all for my hand
I just wanted to feel good
Hiding in my hood
Stop wish that i could
Love me knew u would

Bridge:

Yeah you know i couldn't be happy cause i choose not to
I just sat there and cried on my own and blamed it all on you
We were using cute names, love emojis to fill the void and the blue
We've been lying to ourselves all the time saying that i love you

Hook:

Yeah you know i couldn't be happy cause i choose not to
I just sat there and cried on my own and blamed it all on you
We were using cute names, love emojis to fill the void and the blue
We've been lying to ourself all the time saying that i love you

Outro:

Yeah you know i couldn't be happy cause i choose not to