Choosing

(Chorus)
I've been tryna keep my composure
Really just don't wanna get outta character
Why would I give my all?
If she choosin I'm not sharing her
I can't be delusional I gotta lock in on me
I gotta make sure I'm doin good
And make sure my brain is free
From all of that toxic shit
If I tell you I love you
Just know that I mean that though
If we got a connection we locked
Can't let noone get between that though
Really just tryna win in life but demons they makin it hard for me
I just keep facing problems I really just don't understand
Tryna grow up and just be a man
But lately I feel like I'm stuck at the bottom I'm all at the end of the can

(Verse)
Sometimes I don't know how to feel at night
I gotta open my notes and type only way I heal at night
For the past week when I couldn't sleep I was holdin' my tears back
I was doin like all that I could my nigga was holdin my fears back
Niggas will you snake you
You gotta watch who you call your bro
How you my mans you focused on hoes I'm focused on dough
I speak my life on the beat
And hella niggas listen globally
She told me she loved me after I cracked I said "totally"
My heart is black like my fuckin name
My shit so damn broken
I just really try to keep it open on these beats I feel like a token
Shawty really tryna stay around
So I think that's the reason why she chokin'
If you get it, you get it; you don't, you don't
Try to just get in my bag
I'm writin' these lyrics I'm talkin that note to note
Will get cold as shit gotta stay protected I'm talkin that coat to coat
Don't ever lower your worth
That's when they start treating you funny
Shawty can ride like a bunny
I don't even love you so why do you love me
Do you love me or just love the money?

(Interlude)
You feel me (you feel me)
Shit be crazy
We ain't done yet tho (we ain't done yet tho)

(Chorus)
I've been tryna keep my composure
Really just don't wanna get outta character
Why would I give my all?
If she choosin I'm not sharing her
I can't be delusional I gotta lock in on me
I gotta make sure I'm doin good
And make sure my brain is free
From all of that toxic shit
If I tell you I love you
Just know that I mean that though
If we got a connection we locked
Can't let noone get between that though
Really just tryna win in life but demons they makin it hard for me
I just keep facing problems I really just don't understand
Tryna grow up and just be a man
But lately I feel like I'm stuck at the bottom I'm all at the end of the can