[Verse 1]
I don't know
Which way to turn
The walls close and the shadows move
And I don't know
If there's a lesson here to here to learn
But the man looking into this mirror is used up
And he doesn't know what to do
[Chorus]
I'm thinking it over, there are just no words
This is me living in hell, how could I live with myself
If I had to choose between you
Would you be OK, if I were to walk away
I'm not planning to leave, what kind of man would I be
If I had to choose between you
[Verse 2]
I'm not perfect lord, and I've never claimed to be
But this situation has got me questioning everything
I don't know which way is up, I can't tell which way is down
And I'm here and alone just spinning in a circle in my mind
And there's no end in sight
I gave every bit of me, I gave what I couldn't bear
I gave you everything I never had given to me
Cause he wasn't there, and he never cared
But now I'm on the other side of the equation
Rattling my brain going crazy and pacing as I waste the night
Here...
[Chorus]
I'm thinking it over, there are just no words
This is me living in hell, how could I live with myself
If I had to choose between you
Would you be OK, if I were to walk away
I'm not planning to leave, what kind of man would I be
If I had to choose between you
[Bridge]
If I had to choose between
I just wouldn't forgive myself I just wouldn't ever be the same again
If I had to choose between
I'd be torn into two and I'd live with the pain
And I know that I'd never be able to make it end
If I had to choose between
What if I get it wrong, what if I get it wrong, what I get it wrong?
If I had to choose between
Living and dealing with this and dying if I knew you'd be alright I'd already be
Long gone...
[Verse 3]
I don't know where this will end
I'm frozen here like a statue left on the side of the road
And I don't know if I'll ever be the same again
As I'm falling into the darkness of this black hole
[Chorus]
I'm thinking it over, there are just no words
This is me living in hell, how could I live with myself
If I had to choose between you
Would you be OK, if I were to walk away
I'm not planning to leave, what kind of man would I be
If I had to choose between you
[Outro]
I'm thinking it over
I don't wanna choose between you
I'm thinking it over
I don't wanna choose between you
Please don't make me, oh my God don't make me
Choose between you
Please don't make me, I can't
Choose between you
Choose Between You was written by The Jokerr & Aithen.
Choose Between You was produced by The Jokerr & Aithen.
Aithen released Choose Between You on Tue Nov 21 2017.
The band shared in the YouTube video description:
This song is based on a real story of a father being torn between the love of his life and a child he raised as his own. This is an often overlooked situation of struggling fathers around the world that is very real for those who endure it.