CHOKING.EXPRESS

[Intro]
It's not your fault
I know
No, no, no, it's not your fault

[Chorus]
Paint it like a movie, a Wong Kar Wai
Make it less real, bad dream, making it mine
Traumatic
In a minute finna fall and cry
Congealing in my eyes
Till the end of times
How do I get to heal
When I know deep down
That I won't get apologies?
Better go outta town
Taking a one way ticket
Leaving you here, passing
On the crosswalk
Always hearing you knock

[Verse 1]
When I was 12, first time, first shock
He took me off the ground, then I got choked
No one looking, no one giving a fuck
And even if it was crowded, solitude soaked
A real friend back then
Wasn't something
And now still ashamed
For letting it happened
I should've fight back
Making a bloody scene
In my head
When the flashbacks kick in
And make me bend

[Hook]
And now brick by brick
I be turning
All
Of my feels
Into files
Fore I empty bin

And now brick by brick
I be turning
All
Of my feels
Into files
Fore I empty bin

And now brick by brick
I be turning
All
Of my feels
Into files
Fore I empty bin

And now brick by brick
I be turning
All
Of my feels
Into files
Fore I empty bin

[Verse 2]
I thought it was over
I thought it was in the past
But then I met you
Making me feel like I had a task
On this earth
Took a way too firm grasp
Didn't think twice
You broke my youth
By dragging me in the dirt
Crying for your forgiveness
While you were saying that I should do it less
You didn't believe it when i was talking bout death
And I'm still infected
Still in a mess
So I

[Chorus]
Paint it like a movie, a Wong Kar Wai
Make it less real, bad dream, making it mine
Traumatic
In a minute
Finna fall and cry
Congealing in my eyes
Till the end of times
How do I get to heal
When I know deep down
That I won't get apologies?
Better go outta town
Taking a one way ticket
Leaving you here, passing
On the crosswalk
Always hearing you knock
A-always

A-always
A-always
A-always
A-a-a-a-a-

(Not your fault)
(Not your fault)
(Not your fault)
(Not your fault)
(Not your fault)
(Not your fault)
(Not your fault)
(Not your fault)

*Crying*