Choices

[Instrumental Intro]

[Verse 1]
When I was a kid I wanted to be big
But now that I'm big I want to be a kid
Yes, the bills keep stacking up
And money comes in, but it's not enough
Oh, o-oh, lookin' like a million dollar when I go out
Keepin' up a [?] like I'm [?]
But reality sits down
When I'm looking at my bank account
Like, damn, give me a break
I'm tired of this game I got stuck in
And now I'm thinkin' 'bout hustlin'
'Cause fast money is the option
And I know that a drum would let our winners in
[?] the first [?] yeah
Now I'm prayin' to God, yes, I'm down on my knees
You're the only one that can help me

[Refrain]
Lord, forgive me
For the choices I made
Lord, forgive me (Lord)
I hope I'm not too late

[Instrumental Break]

[Verse 2]
I felt lost and alone
Strugglin' with myself
It took a while for me to get some help
My pride got in the way and held me up
Blocked out my friends, it was all messed up
So many times that I've been knocked down
So many people that I have let down
I've been payin' back for what I
For all the bad shit that got out
Like, damn
Give me back
All of the time that I spent wrong
And damn
Bring back
All of the good people I've lost
And I realize you can't turn back time
But I can't deny this [?] my life

[Refrain]
Lord, forgive me
For the choices I made
Lord, forgive me (Lord)
I hope I'm not too late

[Instrumental Outro]