Choices

[intro]
Its not like I got many choices
Its not like I got many choices

[Verse]
My mind's clouded, I search for a spot of clarity
I'm dying down but don't worry it's not a rarity
Oh no this shit it just gives me familiarity
To me tranquility's nothing short of a heresy
Embarrassing images in my dreams feel lucid
I dare to understate that Shaiq's indeed been stupid
I hurt the ones I love the most, a lean mean cupid
In tune with agitation, your serene scene's a nuisance
I done seen me be abusive
I done seen me do some damage
I can see why you concluded I won't be to your advantage
I done learn a thing or two within this mess that I been standing
I'd show it all to you but I ain't seen no second chances cuz

[Hook]
Its not like I got many choices
Yeah I waited too long for second chances
Its not like I got many choices
I waited too long I guess I'm stranded
Its not like I got many choices
I waited too long for all the answers
Its not like I got many choices
I got 'em all now that nobody's demanding so it's

[Verse]
Its not like I got many choices
I say these words and something burried deep inside rejoices
I guess I don't believe I could be anything but poison
I guess I'm so relieved cause I don't think that I could voice it
The lessons that I learned, the confessions that I hold
I guess that's how people grow or so that's what I been told
I ain't never seen another hand ever since that I fold
And now I can't decide if I like it when I'm being told
Shaiq, listen...

[Outro]
Its not like I got many choices...
Its not like I got many choices...