​chillin with my homies

[Verse 1]
Some days I can barely decide
One day, I might even try
Some days I don't wanna talk
Some days I think you're the one
I still expect you to leave
I can't love two things at once
I never hold back on obsessions
Even then I'll still fuck it up
Failure means nothing to me, I've done that thousands of times
Someday I'll figure it out
'Til then I'll look like I'm trying
I swear you don't even know me
I can't even stand my own thoughts
If you knew half of the truth, you'd probably never respond

[Refrain]
I was down bad and need your help
And when the proof comes back, and you start to ask, I'll save my breath
Yeah, I'm better by myself

[Verse 2]
Why can't I chill with the homies?
Leave all that crazy behind
Y'all talk about nothing and laughing
I'm holding obscenities back
How that's new job you just got?
I'd like to hear what you say
But I spent the whole night pushing down thoughts
That I almost yelled in your face
I sometimes love who I am
Some days I hate being 'round him
I think if you really knew Gus, you wouldn't be so sure about him
Call me whatever you want
I couldn't give less than a fuck
You can't say nothing to me, that I haven't said to myself

[Refrain]
Now I'm down bad and need your help
Last time I asked, you grabbed my hand and then pulled me up
And then we went our ways
'Cause I'm better off by myself (Oh-oh)

[Bridge]
Ooh, yeah
If you worried, don't you worry at all, yeah
Oh, ooh

[Verse 3]
You swear you never give in like this
I'm quite aware what caught your attention
This time around let's try something new
Ask me whatever, I'll tell the truth
I think I'm cautious with what I say
Finally gave in and you turned away
More that I give, the more I loose

[Verse 4]
I know you gotta be hurt
I'll help you figure it out
Maybe I'm better alone
I know a way to find out
You know what my songs are about
Always said I'm selfish, right?
So don't be surprised when it comes true
I'm usually better with words
I'm usually not as concerned
I'm usually more calculated
And less frustrated when I don't get it right

[Refrain]
I'm down bad and I need your help
Fucked it up, fucked it up for myself