Chill pill

[Verse]
I just took a chill pill and now I'm tripping out
Those who don't love me are the ones I think about
Its a habit I should try to break
Broken heart, broken bones, it's difficult to elevate
Can't see the positives, I guess I'm blind to happiness
Used to be a happy kid until these people laughed at me
I used to follow them and now I'm focused on this rapping shit
People falling off cause they're too focused on that trapping shit
They throw their lives away in a minute
They'll be gone when I get it
I'm working harder than a martyr with their god at attendance
And shoutout to my descendants who gon' be chilling in Venus
Because they worked harder finally got to know what the bread is
So much money to be made but I won't chase it I quit
Doing these drugs because plugs constantly lace em
Hallucinations ain't fun when you're facing a guy named Satan
You're patiently waiting for him to punish a life that's tainted
You can't be wealthy if you ain't healthy
Barely listen to anything that they try to tell me
I won't mess with the products that they gon' try to sell me
I'ma cut connections so people don't try to hit my celly
I get mad at all the simple minded conversation
I see the world from an aerial view I'm on a space ship
People wanna fit in so bad they become invasive
They be talking to everyone tryna find a placement
They want attention like drama queens in my mentions
Say I'm acting pretentious I thank em for those impressions, uh
It's all a numbers game, gotta go through the growing pains
Empathetic I know the shame they got patched and I show the same
They try to numb problems with novocaine
Any problem that I've had is one I've overcame
I make my own rules I'm living life with no restraints
It's risky business I'ma go all in like a poker game
Yeah, they better know my name