CHILDHOOD TRAUMA

My childhood trauma is my most prized possession
And i have no confessions
And my favorite toys were your favorite weapons
And i liked destroying but i learned my lesson

And im just a boy and youre just a whore
But since youre a boy its not really a slur
Im just the same but im so ashamed
If you play my game then i'll take the blame

Childhood trauma is really good karma
You knew i was lying when i said i wanna

Deconstruct me like some rhetoric
Tell me what im asking for, it's imperative
Another song collaging everything i ever did wrong
Intentionally calculatedly irreverent

Inauthentic to the marrow of my bone
Im not sick but i wanna stay home
I mean it when i ask you to leave me alone
But im also kind of hoping that you won't

Childhood trauma is really good karma
You knew i was lying when i said i wanna
But im a performer so i'll give you drama
I'll act like im fighting even though i gave up